百老匯同志猛男演員驕傲出櫃HIV陽性身份：「X，能說出來真爽。」

這個禮拜，百老匯天菜埃爾南多烏瑪納（Hernando Umana）在Instagram感性發文，公[email protected]%[email protected]%[email protected]開他的HIV陽性身份。

「這是我活到現在寫過最重要、最恐怖、最解放的貼文，」埃爾南多烏瑪納寫道。「10年前，在我年紀才20s5QMZFaF6jr3UtT$wSIo%G7E*!ti4gT(p0%F5O9%JEKjekRke7歲的時候，我被診斷為HIV陽性。」

以參演《長靴妖姬》（Kinky Boots）和《搖滾教室》（School of Rock）兩劇全國首波巡演聞名的埃爾南多烏ETrM#1oy^*evA3tHu2Y8QfD4U6vQkp^uAeI=AWUos=dpXub09s瑪納，繼續回顧他剛得知自己是帕斯提的那一刻。

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「這怎麼可能，」他憶起當時的自己想著，「我此生只跟三個人睡過欸，怎麼可能會這樣！我知情以後的第一句話是『我還得活多久？』可見@Uo_PchbMpBA^aHLObyMI-ShumDgJX6CQV1Sbzs=(U-Bt3SOgk當時我對HIV有多一無所知。」

他繼續說道：「我當時深信男同志會得HIV一定是做了什麼壞事，他們就是該死。現在我把這些蠢話都收回。我什麼都沒做錯，而且我從來不曾像現在一樣健康。過去10年來，我見過的帕斯提男性多到數不清。其中有些人太害怕社會污名，於是對自己的狀態一字不提，甚至有人因此而不接受治療。」

埃爾南多烏瑪納表示，他期許藉由公開帶原者身份，不只能ti!r_&r3hCq-sX01C02-144xCyu7*[email protected]&終結大眾對HIV的污名化，也能提醒大家關注貧困的帕斯提。

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「有些人的經濟狀況無法負擔藥物治療的費用，我們必須持續地為他們爭取權益，」他寫道。

他補充：「我站在千千萬萬為HIV而受苦或死亡的人們肩上。我站在身處黑暗時代裡，因為HIV而被迫出櫃的男同志肩上。因為這些男男女女的抗爭與殉難，我們如今才有藥可吃，不必擔心自己病死，還能把病毒量壓低到無法偵測，也就完全不會再傳染給別人。我怎能以帕斯提身份為恥？我說出我的故事，向這些前人留下的努力致敬。」

埃爾[email protected]^lzsMWfH$UOSZsH5Ho6Qu_3DDbK南多烏瑪納在貼文結尾鼓勵大家談論HIV，多發問、大方表達對HIV議題的關心、吃PrEP、戴套、從事安全性行為。

「一起讓污名永遠消失，進而讓HIV永遠消失！」他寫著。「UiM(l2sxEd2r%wmP$x_ga!iFvOr6I9NNFYojwuZeZmDM*#r__D我，埃爾南多烏瑪納，是一位驕傲的HIV帶原男同志。幹，能說出來真爽。」

::takes deep breath:: This is by far the most important, scary, liberating post of my life. Here we go- 10 years ago, at a young young age of 20, I was diagnosed with HIV. I’ll never forget the moment they told me. It wasn’t possible- I had only slept wit

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::takes deep breath:: This is by far the most important, scary, liberating post of my life. Here we go- 10 years ago, at a young young age of 20, I was diagnosed with HIV. I’ll never forget the moment they told me. It wasn’t possible- I had only slept with 3 people in my life! This can’t be true. The first words out of my mouth were “how long do I have to live?” That’s how uneducated I was about it. It had been drilled in my head that gay people get HIV because of wrong doings and they deservingly die from it. Well I’m here to shut that shit down. There is NOTHING wrong with me and I am healthier than I’ve ever been. In the last 10 years I’ve met countless of HIV positive men. Some of these men are so affected by the stigma that they don’t tell a soul about their status, even go as far as not taking their medication. In our extremely privileged community the stigma is more dangerous than the disease. We still have a lot of fighting to do for the people who don’t have the privilege of cost affective medication. So I stand on the shoulders of people like @staleypr who risked his life for us. I stand on the shoulders of the millions of people who had to suffer and die from this disease. I stand on the shoulders of the gay men who were forced out of the closet in such a scary time. These men and woman fought and died to get to where we’re at now- To take a pill at night and never have to worry about dying. To get the disease to a point where it is IMPOSSIBLE to transmit (undetectable).How can I be ashamed of this? I honor their legacy by telling my story. So let’s talk about it. Let’s ask questions. Take your prep. Use condoms. Be SAFE. Let’s end this stigma forever and eventually end HIV forever! To those who have questions- don’t feel dumb asking anything about it. It’s not your fault there’s such a lack of education out there. To those who are afraid to talk about their status- you’ve got at least one guy right here :) you are LOVED. You are BEAUTIFUL and there is nothing wrong with you. I, Hernando Umana, am a proud gay man LIVING with HIV. Fuck that feels good to say. #actup #fightthestigma #endthestigma #hiv #broadway #bcefa #mytruth
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